It is like treading on the same path over and over again. Knowing that the route is filled with thorns, bushes, barbs and nails. They will rupture, injure, cut, wound and bruise you. Knowing you will fall and crash into pieces. But still you opt not to change the pathway. You end up bursting yourself. Day in day out and weeks flyby but you decide not to change. At the end of this battle you again collect yourself, pump air into a body that is already so damaged that the air refuses to stay and hopelessly aim for another shot wishfully thinking that the lady luck may perhaps finally smile.
Why?? Too scared, childish, unsure or confused?? Why does one don’t let it go? So much for the new person that you inspire to be. Nahee? Is it the child inside that is refusing to grow up? or the bond that refuses to break? What is in this suffering? Seems like a chess game where the player is not only shrewd but also very clinical and cunning. Why does he/she move and say 'checkmate', signal the end, shut the door and run away. Why are you dragging the innocent, the one who is not really at fault, the one who just happens to be at the right place at a very wrong time.
I request, beg and plead to deliver that knockout blow. Just go ahead and kick in hard. I am sure this short term impact will be way better than a long term effect. I urge you to be ruthless, unkind and selfish. Because if you won’t then i don’t see an end. I don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.
It’s easy here. I can do it, but i chose not to. I can opt to win but not at the expense of your loss! So it’s you who have to do it!
and for a change, JUST DO IT!
Aaich!!
Thank you!
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