Friday, March 2, 2012

Diary - February 2012


29th February 2012

Its one year today at the new job that I wanted madly. Most things in life are over rated btw. Extensive traveling and various challenges that i never thought i would encounter. Life is good i guess! wats the point in moaning, who really is listening?!

28th February 2012

So Pakistan lands an Oscar! One more reason to believe that women folk will eventually lead the next generation. I am really happy for Chinoy and the progressive women folk she represents. These girls surely deserve better.

27th February 2012

and when you walk away, every second it rains, rains, rains......

26th February 2012
... again you search for what had gone wrong, realizing only after too long that it was not your fault. It was nobody's fault actually. Sometimes, feelings are gone. You finally are able to put the past behind you and forget, but sudden flashbacks and chanced-meetings reignite the dead flames and you wonder and you worry. Your heart is willing but your mind says no.


24th February 2012
Our lives are like bubbles in a small pool of water. Once in a while, and only a few times in our lives, someone or something comes along and splashes the water, dispersing the bubbles. Our lives are disturbed, our beliefs are shakened, some of our dreams die. However, the bubbles will come together again eventually, as we all recover from our pains and sorrows. And life goes on. But the shape of the original pool of bubbles will never again be the same.

23rd February 2012
The guard at the Islamabad hotel that looked into my eyes and said "Sahab, kya baat hai, khairiyat?" I salute you! Thank you for taking me out of my illusion and being my aid in the place that i used to love, but, now for me its just another place in the world. Isloo you are no longer special.


22nd February 2012
If you choose not to return, I will understand. Your absence will be of my own doing. But at the same time my existence will be utterly miserable without you by my side. I will shiver, for you are my warmth - I will be lonely, for you are my friend - I will be lost, for you are my guide. Everything good in me, no matter how small, you discover. I long to see your smile in the morning, to feel your touch in the evening. Please, return and grant me your forgiveness.


20th February 2012
Need to take a flight tomorrow that i am not really excited about. May be life afterall is just saying yes and nodding to orders from the above.


16th February 2012
You have made us proud. Your achievement calls for some massive celebration. You girls have continuously set higher standards for the junior lot to follow. Way to go and I am sure you will do amazingly well in the future. Remember as you enter this unkind corporate world, humility should be your virtue and a can do attitude your arsenal! You will come across bad days at this awesome place but you need to focus on the bigger picture. I am sure you will have a lot of pleasant surprises for everyone in the family in the future as well.


F, this one is for you! Wishing you nothing but the very best, always.

13th February 2012
Got the parcel just in time. This color changing object is really kool. I hope i am able to pull off this surprise effectively. Fingers crossed!!!

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